Some time has passed

It is good to let time pass before I write new blogs. Things work themselves out, and other things are just starting to happen. I needed change, and I got plenty of it. I was looking for something to change me. I wanted something to happen that caused me to get off my ass and achieve. I always have ideas of things I would like to do, and if I would actually apply myself and do, then I very well may get somewhere.

I often get really into something, like art or photography, and can't stop drawing or taking pictures. But within a week or two this usually passes. I discontinue my productive actions and go back to my routine of work, eat, sleep. I give myself nothing to look forward to and just go into the back of my mind to have a few drinks with my soul.

... I had to stop writing and go to work. Then I went to a party. Now I am home. Many things happened today. Emotions were up and down. Mostly at a peak high. Unfortunately they have fallen. I will go to sleep now.

Two days have passed and I am feeling alive. I took advantage of a day off and was productive. Family is coming all this week for my grandmothers 90th birthday this weekend. It will be good to see everyone again.I don't feel like writing anymore so I will end this with a quote i feel is fitting.

"We must walk consciously only part way toward our goal, and then leap in the dark to our success. "

Henry David Thoreau