It has been a little bit

Too start things off, my job is becoming more consuming and soul crushing then it ever should have. The drive for more money and a more stable situation have put me in a position that I had not intended. I am now working full time and always the night shift. It seems that when things are becoming good, and life is satisfactory, something different happens and more or less screws it up.

Three months ago I was running at least a mile every day and I would see my friends all the time. As soon as August hit things changed. I decided to move out with a friend (This is good) and I got a promotion at work (not as good as I had thought). I am being severely underpaid, and everyone is quitting or are so incompetent that they should never be allowed near people EVER.

This is not the life I had envisioned. I have bigger plans for myself, and I feel like everyone that is close to me agrees that I am capable of great things. I don't want to be a celebrity, I just want to do something that gives me a sense of self worth. I want to have a purpose and help others in the process. My mind is on fire trying to think of a way to kick start my... I am at a loss of words. I don't even know what it is I need to be kick starting. I just hope whatever it is, it happens soon.