. My cat is being a bitch and won't stop tearing up my carpet. I worry this could become a nasty habit, like if she started smoking. But without the diseases.I do believe I will be playing mini golf tomorrow, or if that falls through, going to guitar center to look at everything I can't buy. Either way it will be a goooood time.
Fuck owls.
I'm not sure I trust lizards anymore either. I think of all the animals in the world, the lizard might be schizophrenic. But I am no animal doctor. I am a Reverend Notary of the public. I can marry anyone or thing and afterward I can stamp the paperwork.
Ughhh, give me a chance and I will be gone. I worry that I am becoming to tied down to GA. I have a lease and a full time job. A month ago I was going to take a trip around the country, but now I am happy to have every other weekend off. Maybe I will be able to save up some money and make something for myself elsewhere. I can't see anything else working out for me. I don't want to make other people money anymore. I don't even want to have to deal with money PERIOD.
I just want to live. I think I just need to find something to live for.
When I do find whatever that is, I will let you know.
It is now 4:18 a.m.
Good Morning
